To tell you
the truth, I don’t always want go to the orphanage. Sometimes it happens that
all of the sudden I am longing to go home, to my family, to its warmth. All of the
sudden I begin to have these thoughts about the importance of spending time
with the family and of the importance of spending time with my child. And then
clearly human’s so well known and even so dear laziness. In other words it becomes
obvious that the Deceiver with all of his power wants to still my desire to
serve the Lord and His children. And then all those religious thoughts come along
like "it’s not my gift”, "without faith”, "it’s not mine calling”, "you will
always have poor among you”, "not by work but through grace”. And so you have a
whole set of religious scholastic which has in his head "Quotes from the Bible”,
sleepy and sad eyes but in his mind his is sure that the right decision is
being made, that walks on the right path. What
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